I started helping the homeless in 2013

At the start of 2013 I started making different decisions in my life.  My awakening was still very fresh in my mind so I felt because I knew we are all ONE that I should begin a crusade to change the world to be more unconditionally loving.  How better to start than to help the homeless.

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I started a charity with my husband who by the way is the most supportive and kind person I know.  Whatever direction I wanted to go in life, he supports me 100%.  Without his support I would not be where I am now.

To create with the universe we only have to have pure intent.  Pure does not imply any moral judgments.  Pure is just coming from the heart without distortion.  You can have inpure intent to rage at the world, like the terrorist do and it can still be powerful creative intent.  Remember, no judgment.  We are all power beings.  If our intent is focused  we can accomplish or move a lot of energy.  That is why terrorist with their inpure intent (distortions of mind) are so powerful with their results which is to have their victims feel fear.  They are creators just like I am a creator.  This is probably a really offensive statement and I am triggering people when I say it but it is the truth from my perspective.  I do not have any hate in my heart towards terrorists because I have a deeper knowing of how the  universe works.  The only thing I can offer anyone is my finger pointing towards a doorway that leads to inner peace, a peace beyond understanding. When intent is pure and not distorted we can create in flow and cause less suffering for self amd others.

Anyway back to the helping the homeless.  I set out pure intent to do so.  What happened next was in a matter of days, I had 15 young homeless people from the age of 15-21 actually living in my house!  Holly cow the universe really gave me what I asked for. I took care of these kids for the next 18 months.  I put together a charity to help raise money for get them into a nearby apartment because they could not stay at my house for long (the neighbors were starting to get nervous).

Unfortunately I could not keep the charity going with just my own efforts.  I tried to get more help from the community but I lived in a very conservative white community and there was some resistance to what I was doing because it was too radical I think.  For example (this is how crazy I was back then) I took one of my homeless kids (a 19 yr old black boy name Gentry who was a little schizophrenic) to a big church in Temecula that I went to a couple of times before.  Gentry had been sleep and living under a freeway bridge so he smelled and looked like it. I went around talking to the people telling them my story of ONEness and that I felt that if we all took in just one homeless kid (I had 15 living with me so I has trying to get others to take some of them in) then the world will be a better more loving place.  Needless to say, this activity got Gentry and I firmly escorted out of this church.  Gentry was so angry of how they treated me.  He really loved me.  I had to calm him down and get him to forgive them for they know not what they do.  Almost everyone around me was still "as sleep" in the world.  They were still wearing their masks and thinking their masks were really them.  But since I knew the truth, I knew the only reaction I can have is to forgive and walk away.  To judge them for judging me would be to create more distortions in the ONE mind.  Distortions are great if they serve me (give me joy), but if they create emotions of anger or resentment, then I do not give my energy to that because that is MY choice.  It might not be the choice of others.  Honor all choices.

Did the universe fail me?  Not really.  It was a big lesson I had to learn by experiencing the rejection of others.  Not everyone can open their hearts.  If it wasn't by GRACE my heart would still be closed too, so I only feel compassion towards others who just don't see things like I do.  They might be living a really great fulfilling life, who am I to judge.  I can only live my own life.  Not every soul is here to experience helping homeless people.  So it is all good.

I was able to help many of the young homeless people get into rehab, some united with their estranged families.  Gentry was one of them.  We went home with his father and learned to forgive and open his heart.  I am so grateful to be part of that.