Cancer is an opportunity for a NEW YOU!

I'm riding an incredible energy wave of love this full moon of Leo.  My birthday is tomorrow!  I'll be 51 years wise.  I reflect on how amazing my life is NOW that I have progressed so far along my journey and I know things are just getting increasingly expansive with these 5D energies coming through.  Exponentially compounded and allowing me to go deeper within my meditations and also expand outwards.  I used to be this reclusive person these past years hiding behind all the excess weight I had gained since my 2012 awakening what opened my energy to FEEL more energies.  This got me started on the spiritual journey towards becoming more wholly ME.

In 2018, I have my breast cancer journey to genuinely thank for the even more massive expansion of consciousness that FINALLY connected to my spirit, my soul energy.  This trigger waves and waves of purging of old, dense, negative energies from my body's energy field.  I literally physically started transforming from the inside out.  My physically body (after the release of the dense energies) continued to shed all the weight that I had gained due to my food (sugar) addiction that I had resorted to in order to cope with FEELING the emotional void within me that was created by all the trauma both individual, ancestral, and global that I as a highly sensitive soul could not deal with.

I love my body!  Not because it is now hot and slim.  I started loving my body 18 months ago when I weighed close to 160 lbs and just diagnosed with aggressive breast cancer and given 2 years to live if I did not immediately submit to chemo, surgery, and radiation.  From the first moment of my diagnosis, I vowed to do the real spiritual work that I came here to do and CONNECT to my God source, my spirit in order to find out the answers to my deeper questions.  I was ready for the truth.  It was this openness and devotion to SELF LOVE that caused my body to respond to my intentions.  I was able to manifest a miraculous turn around in my health.  I YES, I can claim my health without having an official scan that says "no cancer".  It is the ego mind that thinks that healing must be "proven".  If you are alive, feeling blissful in the body and living the life of your dreams, you are healed.  The secret to my healing with understanding that the physical world manifests from the energetic realms, the SOURCE energy of creation.  It takes energy to create physical changes.  The human ego mind can not access this energy so it is limited in what it can perceive.  But the pure awareness part of us can experience all this healing energy.  This was a very scary and intense journey at times and I had to be very courageous and keep the FAITH.  We are not here to copycat and follow the mass consciousness.  We are here to BE our Divine selves within a limited human body.  In allowing this natural unfolding, our sense of self will transform and expand into our energy body.  We begin to identify with being spiritual energy beings and not just physical.   We tap into the quantum field of possibilities and attract the HIGHEST outcomes, even miracles in our lives.  We live from the heart in the moment being constantly guided by our higher God mind, our intuition, which is connected to EVERYTHING in the universe.  Honestly:  even if I do die of cancer, the amazing changes in my life and my sense of self worth has been beyond anything I could have ever hoped for.  I would certainly die happy with no regrets about anything in my life.  I am LOVE.  I don't have to be right to BE LOVE.  I just choose it NOW.

The 5D energies have liberated me from all this density.  I am NOW pure love and light.  Full and completely in LOVE with ME!  This love flows as a real energy through my body and my energy field that it has an impact on everything and everyone around me often triggering emotional and energetic release and healing.  I know I AM stepping into my power NOW.  Healer heal thyself.  As I heal, I step into my archetypal template as a healer.  We actually don't heal each other at an ego level.  We heal others when we heal ourselves first.  We use self love to accept and completely love ourselves with ALL of our darkness.  Then our darkness will integrate into our hearts.  Then we realize the perfection in others because we no longer see ourselves as less than.  We are standing in our WORTH as WORD.  As creator incarnate into human form in order to express itself as LOVE.

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Love yourself as GOD loves you.  Then you will know the truth of who you are.  You are healed. You are perfected.  You no longer identify with your limited ego mind that traps you in fear.  You are FREE to be who are really are and reach amazing potential as a Divine Human.

Finally free to be me!

It’s the full moon of August. A massive Leo energy gateway of transformation. Full moons give me a huge boost into higher more expansive states.  August 16th is my 51st birthday. So this Leo full moon catapulted me into a deep state of peace after my morning meditation. I felt a deep connection to my inner child longing for my own acceptance and unconditional love. I was finally able to see my own perfection and worthiness. Gut wrenching sobs flowed out of me as I hugged my inner child and gave her back the light of my own soul that childhood neglect and trauma had suppressed. My mother’s soul energy met me in meditation and I was able to finally forgive her and truly accept the healing energy of forgiveness and nurturing that she offered. The emotional pain body legacy I “inherited” from her was OURS to work together to dissolve and finally heal from our ancestral lineage. By our release and recognition of this ancestral pain between mother and daughter, we complete our souls and come back into unity and love, Oneness.  All my life I felt so separated from my mother  and could never please her or get her to accept me. The four year old inner child was a piece of me that got “frozen” locked away in time due to trauma. It was the first time a clear pattern formed in my mind that my mother did not care for me. My father had made me a pin wheel and I ran and played with it and fell and gashed my knee. My mother freaked out yelled at my Dad for making me the toy and yelled at me as she wash and bandaged my wound in anger telling me how horrible I was for falling and ruining her day. She then put me on the floor in the corner without any dinner and told everybody in our family to ignore me as they ate silently listening to me cry in my corner. My Dad never made me another toy after that. And I tried very hard never to fall and hurt myself. I didn’t want my mom to be disappointed in me again. I developed a coping strategy of trying to be a good people pleaser which really didn’t work well for me because it caused me to develop other coping behaviors since pleasing people was impossible since I was also an empath and felt everyone’s pain around me.  So I started turning to food and sweets to calm my anxious unsafe feelings.

This childhood experience was just one of many many times I felt unloved, even hated by my mother was such a terrible burden for my inner child. Self love, lots of it, gave me courage to look at the deep wounds within. It’s taken a great deal of inner work to get to HERE NOW.

The inner “work” would not have ever unfolded if I did not have the breast cancer and the lymph edema set back that triggered and even deeper dive into self love. Now I am so much lighter physically mentally and emotionally. I AM free of the emotional baggage and food addiction. I AM free to love without fear of being hurt. I now see the perfection in ALL. What happened between my mother and me was perfect. It allowed for growth and healing to occur and finally progress resulted. This progress is human evolution into a Divine light being making miracles!

Now that I’m finally healed within my energy and consciousness, I know my life is going to be even more full of incredible miraculous experiences. It’s all subjective folks. We can choose to completely change ourselves from the inside.  Yes, we all eventually die and return our soul back to Heaven. But only to come back in a new body and continue our endless journey. We truly are free and limitless. We just need to release the trauma that keeps us vibrating at lower states of consciousness and feeling powerless and unable to truly live in joy. These lower vibrations block our energy flow and cause pain and dis-ease like cancer or addictions  in our bodies. The 2 main causes of cancer is smoking and obesity. These are addictive behaviors. We have to ask ourselves why we have addictions?

Now that I’m light and free I plan on making the best use of my remaining time in this now healthy beautiful body. Healing is first a state of wellness in the mind and emotional body. The physical body always follows the mental and emotional bodies as a holistic unfolding. All is connected. All is energy. All is consciousness.  All is happening within you first before it manifests in the physical. Remember it’s all a 3D holographic reality so you (consciousness) can explore itself as a self. It’s an endless cycle of self discovery through the imagination of our mind. How do you want to experience existence?

I’m going to LOVE like there’s nothing else I would rather do. I’m going to engage with life and nature with wonder, relish, intimacy, and gratitude!  I’m my universe. I have the most awesome life. My husband and son are my glory, my soulmates and I can now see the Divine perfection in them. I’m going to love them and everyone I know like my long time soulmate. Life is just getting good! Finally....

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